I hate the chaos in my head

I'm sorry Jenn.

She emailed me last night on facebook and talked about her side. The chaos had blown a little tiny, unintended nothing into something that was so huge and consuming that it was nearly fatal to a friendship. It is true that we have been neglecting each other lately. But it wasn't intentional on either part.

I hate the chaos. I hate the fact that the emotions are so huge over something so tiny. I hate the fact that I can't judge what a situation is really worth. I hate over reacting when I shouldn't. I hate not having the control over that.

I'm looking forward to the party this evening and getting to see Jenn and getting to celebrate with her. :)