Tuesday, August 19, 2008

The timing

I'm finding it a little bit hard to remember to write. You know. One of those "I really want to write about this" but then I end up busy and I don't write about it. Or by the time I do get a chance to write about it, it's no longer important.

Quick update: I got the job at the MacEwan bookstore. Orientation is tonight.

Backtracking to Saturday:
It was Mo's wedding. It was lovely. Full Catholic service. Big dinner. Didn't stay long into the dance (they weren't playing my kind of music. The oldest DJ I've ever seen was playing either slow songs or polkas. It was terrible).
The issue: Mo and I had a falling out quite a while back, when I was sick. I wasn't a very good friend when I was sick. Slowly, we're starting to talk again. Slowly to the point of we may call each other once a month or so but I've been inviting her out for coffee or over for dinner for over a year. She doesn't do the inviting and she doesn't take up the invitations. I'm feeling like she doesn't want me back in her life. I'm trying not to press, give her time to let the past heal, but this is starting to take too long without any progress. :(
It hit home at the wedding. Nick and I have been together for 2.5 years, but Sheila (her sister), and Mr & Mrs O have never met Nick. That is way to long. There is so much that needs to be fixed.
Right now she is on her honeymoon and I figure that I will give her a little bit of time to get used to playing house before I push this issue. I knew that it needed to be dealt with before the wedding but I figured that that wasn't going to be the best time to bring this up. It was her time. It can be our time in a bit.

I really hope that this can be resolved. I miss Mo in my life.

She is always going to be Mo to me. MBB just won't work (her married initials).

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