I keep waking up to the strangest dreams

Let me tell of the dream that I woke up to this morning:

For reasons unknown, the concert band that I'm with was playing at Jenn's church. I was in the girls washroom. (I have never been in there in real life; It was a standard washroom with multiple stalls and the sinks across from them) I heard Jenn in the room. I think she was talking to her sister. When I stood up, the walls were only 3/4 height (don't ask why; I don't have any control over the details). Jocelyn and Jenn were "gossiping" (lack of a better term). Jenn had her back to me but looked when Joce's face took on a look of shock. Very quickly they both started to make excuses. I'm not sure who said what. "It's very apologetic." "You wouldn't have liked it anyway." ... Then MO walked into the bathroom. And she started asking if I had seen the latest House episode (we used to discuss this often)

Then I woke up

I haven't seen Jenn or Joce in a long time. Or at least it feels like a long time. They were over for supper club not long ago. But the last time just us girls hung out together was at the last pole dancing class. The last time I hung out with either of them one-on-one, I couldn't tell you. Now they are still taking dance class together. My irrational-self keeps wondering if they are going to get even closer and loose the need for me in their lives. (For who ever doesn't know: I have issues with being abandoned by friends)

MO is much of the same story but I'm getting into the details here because the dream really was about Jenn and Joce. MO's dream was last week.

Just because I'm no longer dancing, please don't forget or neglect me.